Lucky

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Supernatural

So I was sitting here and I happened to look out the window and I noticed this guy just standing there by himself staring into nothing. It was kinda creepy so I looked away for what was like 5 sec then looked back and he was gone. Just like that. Like I even looked around to see if he was walking away and he wasn t there.
This made me ask myself....where are Sam and Dean when you need them? LOL or even Ghost Hunters for that matter?? (ya I watch it :) )
But seriously that was crazy an dI kinda feel lame now cause I was like the only one who saw this. Idk if I even believe in this stuff really. I did have some scary encounters though in my house that I cannot explain. Like once a few year back when my sisters were smaller they would always sneak into my room to sleep in my bed. Well one night I was laying there and, the wood floor in our house creaks sometimes depending on where you step, well it was making that sound and I kinda just laid there waiting to see my sisters pop up at any minute, and so the sound went to my side and I heard what was breathing, just regular breathing. Well I laid there for a minute still waiting then finally I sat up and looked over and asked if she was gonna come up? But there was no one there. It was scary LOL. Then once I was in my parents bedroom watching tv and I was home alone and in my house you can hear when people are walking around upstairs. Well I heard clearly someone walking up the stairs then it stopped. I swear things only happen when Im home alone.
As far as my day goes I guess its going good today, got up early which was fun I guess lol. Im really looking forward to going on my jog later. Im triyng to make this a regular thing which has been surprisingly easy for me to do. I love the feeling of the cool wind as I walk its so calming!! I finally got my new Roxy tote in the mail yesterday!! I've been waiting forever for it to come!! Ill have to post a pic cause I think its super cute!
Well I gotta go its almost time for me to go actually learn something ;)
And today my pic of the day is multiples, Sam and Dean, Taps, and my roxy tote!!!!

I guess you never realize how fast paced things are these days. How all we care about is getting to our destination in our cars which ways the fastest route if I use my GPS? Or if you have the fastest cell phone. We don t stop to look and realize were not enjoying life like we used to. Or at least Im not. A good friend of mine brought this book she s begun to write. At that moment I realized how much I had been missing out on my own writing and how i don't take the time to do these little things anymore. I miss sitting at the kitchen table or in the comfort of my own room with a cup of coffee and just writing.
Upon reading her story, with the turn of every page I found myself more drawn into it and I wanted to know more and more, I couldn t put it down. The sadest part about it was I didn t want it to end. The way she worded it all was just so good and perfect the way she s telling this story. I honestly see this as a real book someday. And I have to say Im so proud of her.
All this made me think about the second unfinished book that I have gathering dust in the corner of my room. One of my dreams has always been to be a writer and to one day have many books published under my name. And as strange as this sounds I feel like someday it will be me. So I guess its time to dust off my book and continue on.
Todays picture is for one of my best friends Melissa who I miss! And will see soon! I love you!!!

It's Friday....doesn t seem like the weekend s here

So its Friday as you know but for some reason I am not happy about this weekend. Im not looking forward to the b day party tomorrow and I know somethings going on Sunday I just can t remember what.
So my cleansing stuff comes in today! Im super excited for that! It got here pretty fast which is a good thing lol.
Last night was the Vampire Diaries and to whoever watches that last night was intense! I knew Katherine wasn t in there!. Also watched Grey Anatomy, Im honestly waiting for them to take that show off idk even know why I watch anymore. There was always a reason to watch like to see if Derek and Meredith would finally be together, now it s a bunch of random things out together.
So I decided to play chef the other night and made this fabulous red velvet cake. I made two and in one day one of them was gone, I was so proud! I kinda have this knack for cooking, I love making different and interesting things. I like challenges when it comes to that stuff. If I wasn t going to school for elementary ed. it would def be culinary!
So iv'e decided that for a while Im taking a break from boys. Im so tired of the constant trying to please them ( not in a dirty way ) it s just all gotten too much and I think a break from boys will be good for me. It gives me more time to myself believe it or not. I heard from Mr. Idaho again yesterday, apparently he still has feelings for me and think s of me a lot. Ok if you do sending me like 2 text a day of the most random crap isn t really showing you do. So he s pretty much a lost cause.
Anyways picture of the day goes to Starbucks coffee, because without them how would we survive

Coffee and writing

So Im sitting here in this coffee shop, and while the smell of it all is great, I can't help but wonder why I haven t worked on my book lately? This whole write a book idea came a while back and for about two years now Iv'e been writing bits and pieces here and there not having much time to work on it. I had one book I wrote prior to this one that I finished but its pretty much sitting in my room gathering dust :( I need to do something about that.... In ways I know Im meant to be an author or writer, I have sooo many ideas I swear.
Anyways, this weekend is Valentines day and since my heart has been crushed by the one I thought would never do that to me, I will be spending it with the girls!
And its Thursday finally! Means were one day closer to Friday!! Not too excited for this weekend though especially when my cousin ( whose the biggest b iv e ever met) is throwing a party for her kids. Maybe it ll be good this time maybe now that she s 26 she ll act her age........HAHAHAHAHAHA ya....no.
So not much to say today other then Im talking to this guy whose interested in me but has a girlfriend.....ya i need to stop this.
Picture if the day goes to Nicholas Sparks for forever inspiring me to write, while writing great novels of his own :) Thank u NS!

And he's back......

If you've read my earlier blogs then you know about the boy from Idaho. Seems he's not done talking to me. Sometimes I really don't get guys, they say were complicated? Ya.... He keeps bringing up things that I've said and using them against me. Like for instance when we were together I had told him one night I love you, which at that point we'd been saying it forever, he said whatever. Now keep in mind this was towards the end when he was hardly talking to me and ignoring my text. Now I made the mistake of saying fuck you. That was the end of our relationship, and you know I said it cause I was fed up but really he doesn t need to keep bringing it up and using it against me. I know he has every right too those were some harsh words but still.
On a happier note Idol was amazing last night, there were finally a few good singers that stood out. Im really liking the the one who sang Straight Up, his version was awesome. Can't remember his name though lol. I really like Ellen as a judge she s very professional and takes it seriously. Well its Wednesday night and part two of Hollywood week where they sing in groups. And Ugly Betty night! Im sad they canceled it, but I'm hoping it ends with Betty and Daniel together!
So to end this my picture of the day goes to America Ferrera because I absolutely love her in that show!

To cleanse or not to cleanse?

I guess in other news a.k.a. boy drama Im having a tough time dealing with David, he started talking to me again which is weird. And I wanna know is it right that we broke up from lack of communication, on his part, and were not dating anymore, yet he gets pissed when I say I've been with another guy?? I need a book that explains this shit to me. Really....
Anyways, I've decided to do a bit of celebrity entertainment writing since that and movies are my life :) It's been confirmed that Howard Stern "might" replace Simon on Idol.....Im sorry who? And Its official the Nicholas Sparks book The Lucky One is being made into a movie! I sill need to see Dear John, anyone seen it?? Poor Kate Gosselin needs new hair period. I love the whole longer look don t get me wrong but it looks like a wig. Any who until I can get better with this whole entertainment thing ill make it look prettier lol and have much more to talk about.....Im just trying new things out.
FInally last but not least, todays photo goes to Adam Lambert for it is Idol night and this is a tribute to him who in my opinion was one of the greatest artists to come off that show! So tonight Hollywood week starts! Watch it if you can its Ellen's debut!! Can't wait ;)